As you all know, this is my first week in Seoul. Overall, it's going pretty well, but I gotta say that I'm not so sure about the people here... I'm a fairly confident person which I guess means that I'm usually so caught up in my thoughts that I'm totally oblivious. ^^ However, I hate that people always stare at me ~I can feel you staring, you know! I guess on Jeju I could dismiss it because I could understand that maybe Jeju people haven't really seen a lot of foreigners, so maybe I'm kind of a cool (scary?) new thing. But in Seoul? Come on! It's not like you haven't seen a foreigner before (even a blonde-haired blue-eyed one...yeah, I'm sort of blonde now, btw.). I guess I'm also thinking about all these social interactions because I went to a club the other night for the first time the other night (yeah, i know...25 years old and never been to a club^^). I absolutely love dancing and meeting new people, but I don't want some strange guy rubbing all up on me. I guess maybe I'm a contradiction...cuz I definitely like to be center-stage at the club (just not while walking down the street) So why am I telling you all this? I guess I'm just wondering how to know who my true friends are/are going to be. Who here actually likes me, who likes the way I look, and who just wants to practice English? I'm not stupid, but I'm also pretty trusting, so I think I've gotta be careful out there...I guess I should be careful in my own country too though! Gotta go study Korean...bah. This is terrible post...English skills...failing... 홧팅! |